Believe it or not, I really do try to keep up with this it just obviously doesnt happen that way.

Since January 8th (which was 17 days ago)...

1.) Went to the OHS vs Midland Lee basketball game to watch Britt and Michelle dance and they did a wonderful job.  Unfortunately, they won the game .

2.) Had a tennis tournament yesterday and me and my partner lost in the semi's , however I think we did a pretty damn good job so its all good.

3.) Met and started talking to a few girls (nothing serious though)

4.) Got paid my highest check ever ($500.12)

5.) Went to the OHS vs PHS game (that of which  PERMIAN WON IN OT 65-55)

6.) Raised my grades relatively high

7.) Worked...lol

So thats a brief overview of my life the past 17 days...I have elaborated my myspace also...let me know if I should add anything to it.  I think I should change the backgroud its kinda weird lol.  I also added a tagboard on the the top of this xanga so leave me a message or comment on my myspace.

Later everyone

 Hi there everyone!

First of all, I know I am way late about posting and would like those who dont know (LoL, like there's anyone)...

.....

Rose Bowl Champs = TEXAS LONGHORNS!!!

Havent been doing much lately except going to work lol.  Tonight, though I couldnt have asked for a better one!   I know that deep down inside she is happy with me.  I think deep down inside she wants to be with me but I guess the time isnt right and I totally respect that.  I just hope she knows how much I care about her and moreover her overall happiness.  - "I care about you and nothing is going to change that!"

Unfortunately, after I got off I was talking to several of my friends and everyone was going through alot of stuff.   On the other hand though I was there to reconcile and hopefully now I think everything is back to normal.

Tomorrow is Sunday and I am supposed to be off (We'll see how long that lasts ).  Back for my second and last semester ever of grade school.   Yea, its that close.  What am I going to do? - I dont know but we will worry about that later

Goodnight everyone,

Hey Everyone!

Everyone left me this week ...

Steven and Nick went back home, Brittany went skiing, Seth and Alex went skiing.  Quite frankly, thats everyone for me lol.  I woke up today at like 12pm...it was heavenly!  I chilled all day at the house then closed tonight at work.  I found out last week I worked 52 hours. 

I get paid tomorrow!  

I talked with Brittany yesterday about some things and you know...(and I am sure I have said this before) you never really know who you can trust.  I found this quote on the net and as you all know I am a quote person about this very sort of thing:

• » “The true hypocrite is the one who ceases to perceive his/her deception, the one who lies with sincerity” «

-- Andre Gide

 

WHOA!!!!

I guess in the last couple of weeks cause Christmas has been here I havent posted at all (yea and obviously those who take the time to check have noticed that).

Christmas was and the break is going great!!!!! Steven and Nick are down here and we are having a blast.  Steven does claim hes moving back...again.  Needless to say, I have my doubts but certainly I believe this time is different.  I really want him to come down and live with me.  It would be great!  Got some cool stuff for Christmas:

• A new Texas blanket (HOPEFULLY THEY WILL WIN THE NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIP)
• Some clothes
• And most of all my new digital camera that is really badass!

Lately, been working alot (Go Figure).  The bottom line is I have really realized now that I have HALF A SEMESTER OF SCHOOL LEFT I need to make the most of it.  I was talking to Brittany and she talked about how she lays in bed wondering and thinking about how much her/the future is going to change.  Its freakin' insane!!!!!!! I just wish and hope that those who are moving on with me will be happy.  I am so afraid of when I will leave my friends behind and go on to hopefully bigger and better things.  I will miss them terribly.  I dont know I guess its true what they say sometimes life passes you by and thats what seems to be happening.  Its the sad truth.  Here we go right here:

• “Don't be dismayed at goodbyes, a farewell is necessary before you can meet again and meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.”

--Richard Bach

 

Well, its 3:14 am so I am off to bed.  Until I post again I dont know lol probably more after the holidays so dont worry

You know...there are times in your life where you know you could not possibly be any lower, any hurtful, and any disappointed in yourself.  Tuesday night was one of those nights.  I will not go into detail just keep in mind that there are so many things one can do to hurt and disappoint another.  Especially, when it comes to a loved one.

I am going to do my best to stay @ work as much as possible the next couple of weeks.  So there may not be much posting for a while. 

Steven if you read this please do not try to talk to mom about it or anything, it will only make things worse.  Just keep me in ur prayers bro.  I have done an awful thing.

Later everyone